But... Where's My Second Chance?

Hello! Hello!! Hi! My small audience, I've come back to ask you something!

What would you do if you had a chance to live part of your life over?

Right, right, you want to know where this is coming from. Recently I've been going about my life, living in a fantasy of sorts. It's probably no surprise but I still live at home with my mum, that's how I have the freedom to rant about nonsense online.

That being said, I started this blog like years back so much so that I was still in high school and loudly suffering through my own teenage problems not really looking at the big picture. It's safe to say I thought things would get better after high school, a job would just land before me and I'd have a successful college life, of course I don't mean graduating top in my class, but graduating was in the picture. Anyway, considering what I saw in the media and what seemed to make sense, I just said told me that time would fix everything. But who knew you had to also put effort into things. Now here I am, looking through classifieds for odd jobs, and putting my information all over the internet in hopes to get my junk truck of a life back on track. So for the past three days, I've been asking myself what I would change if I had do-over.

This comes from an anime binge that I did over the weekend. The anime of choice, ReLIFE, it was a sweet distraction from my upcoming demise, and interesting at that. I won't go into much, just a basic summary. It's about a guy who is shit out of luck in his life and is offered an opportunity to change his life by becoming a test subject for an experiment where he becomes a high school student. That is all I can say without spoiling it.

Watching this anime somehow made me realize that there are people in dying need of a second chance, whether to make their life better or worse, but really when you're shit out of luck, you're out of luck, am I right? Ah, what do I know, there are success stories happening every day. People helplessly making their way through the shit-storm called life... I take my hat of to you.

Now, I'm wondering, at what point would you change your life? After high school? Middle of high school? Middle of that failed marriage? Probably the middle of the failed marriage...

Anyway! It's 2 am in the city that should be asleep. and that's what I plan to do as well. I hope you NEETs send me all your love and care so that we can get out of this rut together... I'm sending you all my support, and I want yours as well, don't be stingy!

Adios, my lurkers!!!